my mood!

well, my mood turned upside down today. i felt powerless also. i am sure that i could do better, but my brain, my heart, my body didn't want to. it felt like i had given up already long time before i did the exam. not that i don't want to have a great mark, or i was lazy, it just felt like i was numb. that was all happened, although i studied hard at night before the exam.

silly fact this week!

silly fact this week about me is...

i emptied a part of my wallet (what we call it???), the part where we can put a photo in it... i'll put a great photo in there someday. me and my boyfriend, hahaha! he should be the most perfect combo of mcdreamy + mcsteamy. hahahahahaha...




i know, i know...




hey,dreaming is not a crime guys!


it's just a silly thing...

no moaning!

after those crazy times i've been through, i feel fine now. not that my life is out of problem, but i guess i can see things more clearly from now on. i know what i want, what i need. i keep my self busy. and i'm doing the best i can to keep my self alive. so i won't think about things i shouldn't think. :)


i don't wanna be whiny girl.





uuugghhh... that's pathetic.