nowadays, e-mail is more popular than postcard. although it's true that email is such an amazing way to connect with other people, well it's fast and easy (you can hit the 'send' button while you're snoring), but i found that postcard is kind of romantic. those tiny little piece of paper flew far far away through ocean and continent with sentence like "i love you" or "take care" to the recipient. those silly sentence were meaning full.
picture taken from:
http://www.luxegen.ca/wp-content/uploads/2008/11/sweetheart2-copy1.jpg
i do the routine, but i don't pray. i don't hope for anything. i had failed on so many things while my hope was up in the sky. i've grown up as a cynical and skeptic.
disappointed? sad?
i don't know. i'm feeling nothing.
see my face, and it's all bright pink and colorful! see my heart, it's all dark grey and blue!