Thursday, September 30, 2010

fall in love with Landon Pigg

i watched "whip it", and fall in for this couple head over heals!

Ellen Page & Landon Pigg


picture taken from: http://www.annarbor.com/assets_c/2009/09/WhipItEllenPageLandonPigg-thumb-537x356-10273.jpg

oh! and i also love his song,,, check this out!



http://www.nylonmag.com/modules/magsection/article/uploaded_images/3291_head_landon-pigg.jpg



Landon Pigg: Can't Let Go Lyrics

Songwriters: Pigg, Landon;

Read more: http://www.metrolyrics.com/cant-let-go-lyrics-landon-pigg.html#ixzz1118fR8xE

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Gaius Julius Caesar

i watched Julius Caesar movie about two days a go. and i do really love it. i got so much to learn from that movie. let's make a list!

1. Rome's government type was a republic. interesting... a whole movie, i saw how the senate contributed their opinions, voices, and ideas to solve problems and decide things. but, unfortunately, they're not represented people of Rome, but instead they're represented their own interest. sounds familiar? yeah, that also our condition here in Indonesia. funny things... when will they learn that greediness will leads us fall down to a rabbit hole. that means misery, death, sickness, and end of the world.

 2. women in Rome, back when, were so so so so so  faithful with their men or husbands. as a Roman general,Caesar could leave Rome for about 8 years to go on a battle, so he left his wife, Calpurnia, alone in Rome. if i were her, maybe i would feel so lonely and got several emotional diseases because of it. or maybe by then, i'd even forget if i have a husband.


3. quote from Julius Caesar: "i came, i saw, i conquered"

4. oh! this one is a lesson for men, when you guys decide to be with more than one woman that's the same time when you decide to end your career, character, and your own life. Caesar's career and character was begin to end when he decided to marry Cleopatra although he already had a wife, Calpurnia. keep that in mind! :)

Sunday, August 22, 2010

'the runaway girl'

no matter how much good things i've done, or how success i am as human being, i remain as 'the runaway girl', right???!!!


but, those kind of things, are risks that i'm willing to take when i chose this path.


i was trying so hard to make myself happy, and i still am.



i guess, it's time to fix problems that i made 2 years ago.

Friday, August 20, 2010

unable to play that game!

it's been 2 years (Gosh!) since i made a move or flirt to a guy. though it was stupid and lame, at least back when i had the courage. but now?! i have no idea how to look cool in front of those species from mars. i don't know how to react, i don't know how to play this game anymore. even worse, i don't know what i feel. i don't feel like i like him, or i don't like him. i'm feeling nothing (again).

Saturday, August 07, 2010

my biggest dream (it really is just a dream)

to be able to paint and draw like an artist is my biggest dream. seeing colorful paint, paint brushes, canvas, sketch books, and all those things, makes me realized how stupid i was back when, for turning down a chance to be an architect. architect is an artist who creates those artistic building around us, right?! however, i am just following my heart and my destiny. the path that i am walking on, i don't know where it is going to end, or where it leads me.

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

as master oogway said: "yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. that is why it's called the present."

i really have to remember those quotes.

i am afraid with what the future holds for me. freaking out, really.

but still, i didn't through this day well. i didn't appreciate it as a gift.

and now that i am full with regrets, i just turned it into history.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

there are several questions that i hate

i don't really enjoy answering these kind of questions:


1. my  IP (some kind of score every semester that we get, in university here)

 2. my love life... yeah whatever!

 3. my ethnic. because i don't really belong to any of those ethnics in my country. but i do really appreciate each and every ethnics. they are unique and amazing! i worship people who can live through these days and yet still obey all rules as tradition in their ethnics.