unable to play that game!

it's been 2 years (Gosh!) since i made a move or flirt to a guy. though it was stupid and lame, at least back when i had the courage. but now?! i have no idea how to look cool in front of those species from mars. i don't know how to react, i don't know how to play this game anymore. even worse, i don't know what i feel. i don't feel like i like him, or i don't like him. i'm feeling nothing (again).